It Feels Like I'm Born Again

Well,
I'm sitting in someone else's home right now, watching a set of 3 year old twins sleeping on a small monitor. I am sitting at the dining room table with my school stuff strung out like crazy. I am supposed to be working on school work, but I just can't stop feeling so good. I could cry I feel so good.

Something has happened. There is a new found joy inside of me that I can't get rid of. Like, if I tried to be unhappy, it would be really hard! I just feel so good inside. I feel like I can think straight. I feel like I can have feelings and express them. I feel like I can be angry, let it go, and move on. I can forgive people...

I could cry because I'm so happy. Don't get me wrong. I have a lot to grow on. I am still very immature in Christ. I still speak when I shouldn't. I still feel a very strong kinship to Peter, but there is a determination inside of me to serve God with all my heart that I don't believe I've ever felt before. I am so excited.

"I now know what joy is for I have found it in Christ Jesus." - ME